Romantic Torment

Beauty of the diversity in souls. Beauty in all its endless wonders to be found in this world and universe. These remain the foundations of my serenity and sanity. As for the rest? Heh….

Where do I go from here? I’m in Love with you, and I don’t even know who you are yet! Matters of the heart plague me unrelenting, and lately I’ve been altogether tired of it. Loathing around in some cesspool of sorrow and disappointment, over not having this or that, was my old way of co-existing and dealing with it. Now, I’ve a numb indiscreet neutrality perspective to it all. “It is what it is,” and, “what will be will be,” attitude about some of the things I cannot seem to directly influence or change, no matter how hard I’ve attempted or tried.

It seems counter-productive to waste my energy on matters outside my immediate control. So, for now, I continue to bide my time and focus on myself. Just …know I’m out here…waiting for you. With so much love to give. Till then…. *closes eyes and listens to Mortal Love (music band)*

Eternally,
Romantic Torment
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I almost forgot the captivating allure creativity brings to my soul. I nearly gave it up, and practically denied myself of it for so many years. Countless ideas lost upon a sea of ignorance and procrastination, yet I do my best not berate myself too much for it. And, while distractions remain, I’m getting better at letting nothing detour me from this over-whelming urge to share and mingle – with anyone that may wander here.

I must admit a sense of pride has been instilled in me. Ahh! To finally have a place to organize, collect, and share my creativity; it only provokes within me the desire to create more and more! It truly is amazing what each of us is capable of achieving, when we dismiss the distractions and excuses we often fall prey upon.

Now, with the time I’ve invested to explore this site’s presentation and optional plug-ins, I am excited with the prospect of spending more time adding and creating new content for it. I hope, as time progresses, that many more will come to enjoy their visit here. Perhaps, even my own creativity will inspire their own!

So it is that the comforting darkness once again blankets my soul, and whispers to my heart; bidding me to create anew what once was, and reflect upon all the beauty that is its’ art. I hope to convey a sense of hope within a seemingly hopeless world, and that for a moment one may feel they’re not so alone. Blessed be you beautiful shadows of the night. I remain eager to hear from you.

Eternally,
Romantic Torment
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