I’m Crying In Your Absence
Posted in Romance on October 6th, 2006You have no idea of the torment that rages within my breast. How I wish I could just tear it out of this flesh, and forsake it as so many women have done to me before. How I wish I could silence the voices and emotional torrent that spirals inside me. But I cant. I wont. To do so would forsake myself, and reduce everything I am to dust. And I’d rather perish from this world before I ever up on myself again.
Yet I’m alone. I walk without you. I hope for you even though I have no idea if you’re even still out there my beautiful. Are you longing for me as badly as I am you right now? Is your soul in such pain that tears fall unabashed from your delicate face? I’m searching for you, but I can’t see you. The shadows hide you. The moonlight is too faint to catch your face. I’m right behind you. Turn around and hold me. I will never let go. Heaven and Hell, let it all be damned and undone, but I won’t let you go. FIND ME. LISTEN FOR ME. I’m weeping over the absence of you….
*falls to the ground in tears clutching a black rose with red petal tips*
