Journal Entry 1, May 31, 1998 The darkness has come to greet me this eve. I nod zombie-like, and continue through the door. I walk through this life as if in a dream. Literally. It scares me at times. To touch the bark of a tree, to smell the sweet things I smell, to glance [...]

Journal Entry 1, May 12, 1998 How is it this darkness can continue to be so relentless? I sit here, my soul, heart, and body in an emotional roller-coaster. Think not that the power of one can crush many. There is a rage I have notice that continues to grow inside this constricting flesh. It [...]